This is my new blog. Why? Because I gave the old one to someone I know. Nothing has changed. I'm the same person. Same struggles, same life.
I'm going under a different name now. I'm not sure what to choose. I could just use my real name.
I'm depressed.
I'm bulimic.
I cut.
I'm suicidal.
I can't say how long I'll last. But until then I need to let it out. Here is where I'll do that.
Why am I alive anymore. I want to die, I'm a nuisance to the world.
I'm a nuisance to all.
I just don't deserve being alive... I'm not sure why I was created in the first place.
My last blog was disorganized, not a real suicide note. This ones better.
From now on I'll count the days I live,
Until the day I end it all.
Soon. Soon. Please.
~Day 1
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